There’s a curious move that some theists make when arguing
their position. They will back away from
the appearance of making claims with certainty. Here’s
a real example:
My belief system is more than a
shell of faith, so for me - there is a great deal of subjective evidence as
well as personal convictions regarding the conclusions I've accepted from the
cosmological, teleological, and contingency arguments. I'm well aware that
skeptics such as yourself reject subjective experience and personal convictions
(as evidence cited to convince others), so there's really no further need to
discuss them.
The exchange started with this claim (from the same person):
The means and ends of God's
creative acts are beyond our scope of knowledge or understanding. So while I
don't know for certain, I have a good idea based on the premise of theology and
faith I have in God.
There is a benefit for the believer who takes
this sort of position in that it makes their assertions unassailable. We don’t have access to another person’s “subjective
evidence”. Even if we could get some
sort of access to the believer’s “subjective evidence”, there’s little we can
do with it. Personal convictions are,
well, personal – perhaps we might be able to mock someone for holding
convictions that are clearly bizarre to us, but from their perspective it’s
clearly not bizarre to hold those convictions and our unpleasantness may well
just contribute to cementing their position.
I do think though that a person’s personal convictions are, in the final
analysis, going to be based on some sort of evidence. This opens up the possibility of challenging a
believer’s personal convictions via evidence (better evidence or evidence of a
different kind). But if the original
evidence that set the believer’s personal convictions is subjective,
and that’s the sort of evidence they like, then there’s no guarantee that our objective
evidence, no matter how good it is, will be at all effective.
There is however a problem for the believer taking this
approach ...
Say that you are training to be a pastor or a priest (as the
person quoted above was) or you are a parent and you want to pass on your faith
to your children or even if you are some sort of amateur apologist, and you
have taken this defensive position. If
your god is only subjectively true, noting that you can’t claim
any more than that using "subjective evidence" and "personal
convictions", then you are going to have difficulties justifying your
right to impose your views about it onto others. There’s no way for you
to know whether your subjective truth is any better or worse than someone
else's subjective truth (even that of a child). You're certainly not in a
position to say anyone else is wrong with their position, including those pesky
atheists who would say that your god simply does not exist.
To be intellectually honest, you would have to be willing to
say that while you are personally quite convinced, you might well be
wrong. You'd also be bartering away any
firm claim about the nature of your god, like its omniscient, omnipotent and
omnibenevolent (3-O) nature. And if any of
your divine existential arguments relied on the claim that your god is a 3-O
god (and they mostly do), then you’d need to abandon those. If
you wanted to be intellectually honest.
If you didn't care about intellectual honesty, then I
suppose you could go down the path to mysticism, which takes a wide detour
around the divine existential problem. If you became a mystical pastor,
then you could talk about the nature and motivations of your god without
troubling yourself with evidence at all.
(The reader might notice that I have issues with mysticism, as I have discussed before.)